Goodbye to the grins you robbed me in times I was attempting to cry
To the dreaming of a different lifetime every twinkle of an eye
To our saving cactuses and strays and finding falling stars
To the juggling of your lips within my breath and the inhabit of my being along your skin
To the medicine of your voice through my worst and weakest days
To the tasting of forever in your really silly smile
To the example of your kindness in the facing of the world
Goodbye to the ecstasy of the language of your ever dancing hands
To your dealing with my way-to-often waves of strength
Goodbye to the sacred, only ours lust of the new starts
To the trusting me even in the blindness of myself
To the best burst out laughing times after your dumbest jokes
To my silent witnessing your talents with a respect beyond the sky
To being the lucky woman of the man during your working times
Good bye to the sponging of my heart after hearing ¨I love you bird ¨
To together making cartoon cards for our guru and unknown friends
To the quiet we created in that noisy little bar
To your being upset for the long drives due to my not knowing roads
To the sudden slow dancing of that ever sexy night
To our discussing of arts, truth, yoga, books and creatures with more feet
To your everlasting concern of never hurting me
To the warm midnight walks and beach forbidden naps
Goodbye to the awkward partings and delirious welcome backs
To the best of me that I only saw when you pointed out to me
Goodbye to my worst that you helped me out to unpack (and my eternal thanks)
To my bouncy anticipation of you arriving to our dates riding your bike
To your forgiving me that I never fixed the stupid car
To the best vegan and raw meals you created just for us
To your false and sweet aloofness of your worries to not worry me
To the lightness of your speech but the passion of your tongue inside of me
To the honesty of your sex while staring at my eyes
Goodbye to the safety of the sweetest hugs on Earth that I will forever miss
But for your reminding me of my capacity to love, your unveiling the best version of my soul and the deepest of my being, those are for me to hold on to. I need them like the air I need to breath
If only one thing I could rewrite in this flash of life script, that would be to have met you a little earlier for more time to love you like I completely do.
Goodbye to the best of dreams to must open the eyes to.
Goodbye my love although I am still in awe with you.
October 14, 2012
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