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~A New Conversation with God~

by Antonio Madrazo [Ino Diamond Heart] © All Rights Reserved

i.1 God?

I.0 Yes Dear?

i.1 Why is life so painful?

I.0 You mean like when you broke your leg?

i.1 No not that pain, that one i understand. I mean the pain in my heart, when i see what people have been doing to each other and to nature for so long. It hurts, makes me very sad and i cry alot.

I.0 I know Dear, I see you, and you know what? It makes me so happy to see you so sad about that.

i.1 What? You are happy that I am sad and crying? I do not understand, can You please make me understand, please?

I.0 Oh my Love, where to begin…. It is a really long story, but I will try to give you the short versión. You are Me. You are a mini-Me. And I Am Omniscient Pure Consciousness. Do you know what that means Dear?

i.1 Kind of i think, omniscient means you know everything, right?

I.0 Kind of Dear. This is not easy for the outter part of you to fully comprehend right now, but it is a big part of you, because I Am You, and You are Me. So deep inside your Self you do understand, in the place where you and I are One, which you call Heart. Your Heart and My Heart are One, as are all Hearts in Creation. In truth Dear, there is only One Heart in all Creation. Now, if I created a world where all My divine fractals were Omnisicent too, there would be no opportunities to learn anything new, and believe me Dear, it is not much fun Being the Only One Forever. So every so often, I take a part of My Omniscient Self, fractal into an infinite number of mini-Me´s, and then I erase the omniscent memory within that part of My Self, you call this the Veil. And so it begins each time, I have been doing this for Ever. I exhale (you call this a big bang) and set in motion the next cycle. Now to your question. Because you are Omniscient Pure Consciousness (what you call Divine Love and Holy Light in your world) you could not know unlove in your natural state. So in each cycle I create temporary realities to submerge a part of My Self in learning situations, but the only way to learn, is to erase my memory, all of the memories of all my divine fractals, so that You and Me can find our way back to remembering who You Am. These temporary worlds of unlove, are not real my Dear. Look up the words Maya and Samsara in the traditions of your world, they speak of the illusion of your world. And so, while the pain in your heart feels real, and it is, because you are in this temporary hologram, like a video game, what you feel as sad pain, is actually a sign that you are beginning to remember who You Am. And that is why it makes me happy to see you sad my Dear, because it means you are becoming aware that you are not the separate outter reflection, it means that the Divine Love and Holy Light you are, is re-membering it Self as Me, and through Me as all Creation, can you see how beautiful this is? My Love remembering Itself, pure Bliss Dear! I tell you every time it happens there is a celebration in the Heavens!

i.1 So my heart breaking is a good thing?

I.0 If it breaks for beneficial reasons it is my Dear. Just as I take My Heart and shatter a portion of it into an infinite number of pieces each cycle, to create more opportunities for Divine Love to express Holy Light, so too your heart shattering for Love is in Divine alignment when you are experiencing a temporary reality of unlove, it means you are on the right track. If you are experiencing a temporary world of unlove, and your heart does not break, it is an indication that your Heart is still asleep in the illusion of the exterior world. And by the way Dear, this too is a perfect part of My Plan. Do not make the mistake of looking down on those Hearts still sleeping. Many Hearts when they begin to awaken fall into the trap of allowing themselves to feel better than or superior to those not yet awakened. This is not beneficial for you, as if you do, it means you have forgotten that your Heart and their Heart, are One with Me. So all ways remember to be kind and compassionate, as I Am, with all other Hearts, do not allow your Self to forget, that there is only One Heart in All Creation. Are you feeling less sad yet?

i.1 Yes I am God thank you. It is alot to take in for sure. I was feeling sad and happy at the same time, I had sad tears and happy tears coming out together, very strange.

I.0 Yes Dear this will happen more often as your Heart continues to awaken, you are now becoming the bridge between Heaven and Earth, the Alpha and the Omega in the flesh! So you can feel the hurt in your world at the same time you feel the Bliss from the divine part of you that is awakened. Takes some getting used to, but you will surely get the hang of it, you have a great team of My Angels by your side all ways to guide you and protect you, just remember to ask them for their assistance, without your asking they can not intervene because of your free will.

i.1 What is free will God? I hear alot of people talking about it, but I don’t understand what it is.

I.0 Free will is one of the greatest gifts you have from Me my Dear. When I fractal My Heart into infinite pieces of My Self, each fractal is gifted with an awareness of itself, and this awareness is then wrapped around the fractal of My Heart, remember at the core of your Being, you are My Heart, you are the Love of God, made into form. This awareness is woven into the many veils you will wear in your path to rememberance. Then those veils (a form of your awareness) are interwoven into an infinite number of layers of Creation which you call dimensions.

i.1 Did you say veils? Plural? You mean there’s more than one veil

I.0 Oh yes Dear, there are many veils! There is even a High Council of the Veils. When you are ready to remove one, because you have become more aware of your true Self, you will have another one, each veil is like a step in a very big staircase. The veils are how your grow up. And it is precisely through the use of your free will that you move through them. Many in your world now believe free will only means “I can do whatever I want”, and while that is partially true, those who choose to see it that way only, conveniently forget the second part of that phrase “I can do whatever I want, but I am not free of the consequences of my actions”.

i.1 Consequences? That’s the punishment for our sins right?

I.0 Yes and no my Dear. You have been led to believe that I will punish you, for any of a long list of things. This is not true. I do not punish any of My Hearts fractals. However, I do have a learning system in place, that when misunderstood or ignored, can give the appearance of punishment to unwakened hearts, specially if someone pretending to be Me, wants to mislead you into believing things that are untrue about Me and your Self. And because of free will, there’s alot of that going on, and this too is part of My Plan. Those mis-using their free will to impersonate Me, are also learning their lessons, like you. It’s a very very big educational system my Dear, and all of My Hearts fractals will experience all of it in their path to rememberance, never forget that My Plan is perfect, and everything is as it should Be, regardless of appearances to the contrary.

i.1 So there isn’t any punishment?

I.0 Not from Me to You. What appears as punishment to some, is really just the law of Cause and Effect. You have heard the Golden Rule over and over, from many of My messengers, and yet many still do not take it to Heart. Do unto others as you would have them do unto you. It should be very simple, do not treat others in a way you do not like to be treated your Self. This is a very basic teaching designed to make you realize that you and every One else, is the same, a piece of My Heart. But because different pieces of My Heart are at different steps of My education system, many are still going through the initial stages, what you would call Kindegarden. Their hearts are completly asleep, they do not yet know, or even have an inkling of who they really Am. And so their use of their free will, causes harm, to themselves and others. That is what Kindergarden is for, that is what the entire educational system is for, to learn, to remember. And as you learn and remember, you will discover the highest purpose of free will. It is not only about doing whatever you want physically. Free will is designed for you to be able to choose, your singular and unique awareness has been imbued with a mind of its own, and that mind is able to choose, choose thoughts, choose beliefs, choose words to speak, choose actions, choose songs to sing, choose questions to ask. And because of the law of cause and effect, what ever you choose to do (that would be the cause) will have a consequence (the effect), and because all of My Creation is in perfect balance, what ever you choose to do to another, must be reflected back to you that you may experience the same, and hopefully learn from it. Whatever you do to life, life will do back to you. So if you cause harm, at some point, somehow, somewhere, that harm will return to you as a learning opportunity. You can choose to learn from pain and fear, or you can choose to learn from Love, it is your choice. Lessons at every step of the educational system will loop back to you over and over, until you learn it, then you can move to the next step and use the learning you acquired to continue your path. Free will is the gift of choice, and it is what will allow you to return to the truth of My Heart and My Love, by learning to choose Love, over pain and fear, you slowly find your way back to Me, back to the truth of your Self.

– To Be Continued

~May your days and nights overflow in joy and peace~