Its been 2 years already since i lost my mom and almost 2 years for my dads passing! I thought i was in a nightmare..lost my nanny 3 weeks later my mom and 4 months later my dad.. my parents were sudden! I lost touch with reality just wanted to sleep let myself go in every way but i was 7 months when my mom passed and my son was one month when my dad passed i didnt think i would ever be happy again i love my kids with all my heart but no one loves or will ever love me like my parents did! But thats what made me not want to give up i want my kids to feel that same ❤️ i lost faith and almost a year and half went by i lost my way but i had a break down and said i need to get it together,  got into therpay and started seeking help,they were tired and i know they are at peace i never knew grief was this hard and I’m just processing it but its good to feel something i was numb for so long that i actually want to embrace all my feelings, i am telling my story because nomatter what you are going threw you will see the sun again❤️ Baby steps put one foot in front of the other love you all