Thank u for not showing up for me at lowest. It taught me how to pick my self up.
Thank u for not giving me the respect I expected from you. It showed me how I lacked  respecting myself.
Thank you for not being able to answer my questions. It directs me to my own source a treasure box with all my answers.
Thank you for not giving me the love I expected. It showed me that my expectations were an illusion and that love is in me, it is myself and nothing to seek outside.
Thank you your being numb. It shows me parts where I need to hold, accept and give myself all that love.
Thank you for being around, keeps sharpening my loneliness, sole soul, teaching me we are always alone.
Thank you for being my reason to cry. It teaches me how you are not responsible for my sufferings.
Thank you for keeping me in the dark. It pointed me to the light inside me.
Thank you for for denying me. It showed me to keep relying me.
Thank you for your resistance towards me. It got me closer and closer to accepting me.
Thank you For I came to learn me and how beautifully I can take charge of my own self.
Thank you for being there and yet not. It keeps reminding me of the ultimate truth.

Thank you for I am enough.

Thank you for being you. If you ever read this, you’ll know it evolved me.