Here’s the tea.

I or you could look at my life and see a wreck waiting to happen ( laughing at the irony ). My beloved jeep has just now decided to start making a very odd sound that despite blasting my music I can still hear. Now for a woman with nothing to her name but bills waiting to be paid and two jobs she’ll need to be able to drive too…

Well, shit.

But, no worries I’m coping quite well.

I have a list and all I can focus on is getting it all checked off no matter how long it takes. Because when I do overcome these obstacles and accomplish my goals it will have been all by myself. I want that.

You know what else I want, ugh.

A relationship, eww.

I have no time for that nonsense but it just keeps popping up in my head, MY LIFE!

I see it everywhere, and I’m living with it again. Oddly I think it’s because I’m so determined and know what I want for myself right now, that I want someone to stand beside me. Someone that will cheer me on and hold me when it gets hard and I can do the same for. Cliche as it is I want someone to call mine and mine alone.

Wow, I think I should be careful and patient, reading this I sound a little greedy. LOL

Red Flags??? I’m in therapy, alright. ( Although I missed last week….)

I’m a busy gal, alright. Jillian will find it in her heart to forgive me.

I started Monday as a prep cook and can I say how happy I am I chose to take a chance and stop in at the restaurant I did. After, my other interview fell though to them filling the position already. And Although it feels like forever I’m finally starting my training to coach as a swim teacher… I’m scurred and excited. I think I might end up just playing mermaids with the kids.

I am doing everything I wanted to, and feel over my head more times than I’d care to admit.

With every good thing that happens another challenge arises but thats just the way the cookie crumbles, yeah?