I never knew pain like this.

I wish i can hug them and tell my mom how beautiful she was to me in every way and tell my dad he was my hero!

They were my parents but my best friends also.

I can still hear them asking me every question under the son about my daughter and just wanting to be involved in every way..that love is unconditional ❤️ my mom never met my son she was so excited.. my dad met him 1 time and was so happy!

I just feel like a failure in some ways i let myself go and i really couldn’t let go.

I now know they would never want this for us

I’m just so sad, i want to know they are ok and then i would be.

But thats where faith comes in and I’m trying my hardest to get it back.

I hope they are dancing in the sky laughing and together again they weren’t but i believe they are soulmates.