Why do you fight against
the world you were born into
The world that you asked for. Why do you push
on all its surfaces
Like they’re only there to hurt you, to trick you.
I’ve watched you my whole life. You’ve gone from
one struggle to the next. And now, I am almost
certain, that you like the weight.
Not just draped over your shoulders, securing you
in place, but you like the weight
Pulling downwards from each of your fingertips,
Too.
I’ve been watching you, and now
I am certain, that you do not bend, sway
or duck. There are no attempts to
preserve your peace. I have watched
you stand directly in pains course.
Like you’re praying for the moment
of contact. To add to the list of reasons why
you can’t. Why it’s not easy. Why it’s not
safe in your own mind.
Why do you fight
against the world you, yourself
created. Why can you not put down
yesterday’s words and stories. Are you really
unaware that you’ve already conquered
those battles, just by being you.
If you would simply treat it, like one
of your babies. And put all your yesterday’s down
to rest. Instead of keeping yourself
blinded and weighted.
I have watched
you and from you
I have learned. What not
to do with grief. I have watched
you and after you, I may
follow. But I will not choose
this weight to wear like a
badge of victory. No, I will
not wear your treasured badge of
hardship. So please, stop offering it
to me.
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