On the eve of 2020 I find myself leaving a year of an emotional journey, having to give up on love all together and suddenly finding it all over again in a version I once knew and got accustomed to the reality that it only happened once. Wow, was I wrong about that, believe me when I say that everything happens for a reason as it’s difficult to say that you’ve reached the end of your journey as you will never know where life might lead you. After  continuous episodes of sadness, then love, then anxiety and then love again I finished my year with a scene that I will forever wish to forget, a family member that I loved dearly created a disappointment in me that my only fear is that I will never be able to forgive. 2019 please leave us, as we are so looking forward to a new year, to new beginnings so we can embrace the ones that really love us. Where there is true love, violence and hate does not exist, let peace fill our hearts again so we can move forward and grow healthily. Would like to wish you all the best for the New Year may it be filled with blessings,health and love.