I am soaring over the deepest part of the ocean. I drag my hand across the softly rippled waters, disrupting it’s pattern to birth a new pattern of its own into the water. I stretch out my arms and wave to my reflection smiling back at me from the water before launching myself up into the air. So free it feels to be on this journey with God. I am curious where he is taking me today. Up and up I continue to climb through the air, the wings on my back carrying me effortlessly and gracefully. Their iridescent colour casting fractals of light everywhere as the sun passes through them. I continue to rise, yearning to go where God goes.

In the distance I can see islands bobbing softly in the clouds. Where is God taking me? What am I going to see? What does God want me to experience here? Moving closer to them now I can see the vast mountain ranges and rainforest landscape. As I continue to fly closer, I can feel an unearthly importance of this location. I have not been here with God before, yet it feels so familiar. Further in I go, and with every breath in and out the hairs on my skin stand up as my body is encompassed by the atmosphere of this world, filling my entire being with a frequency of energy that is like none I’ve encountered before. As I continue inwards I am the intricate details of this world are being revealed. This is a world different to the one I’ve known so well. The trees are different, the earth, the skies, the waters. The way I perceive them feels different. In one moment they look as they would in the world I know. In the next instant, they change, ever so subtle changes yet almost as if to completely change them into something else entirely. As if the change is happening through my eyes, not on the outside. And then in the next instant they are back to what I would normally view them as.
I gracefully land in this new world. The instant my foot touches the land, I feel the deep connection to this place. I look down at my feet and see ripples of light radiating out from my feet into the land, moving outwards, further and further still. This connection seems to spread far and wide across the land, as it does so, the land responds by coming to life. Moving and stillness at once, as if fleeting from what state to another, and yet they feel as a whole and infinite way of being. Neither one or the other, but both in one.

A pathway rises from the dirt and leads me to an entryway in the trees. I follow the path way with curiosity. At the edge of the entryway, I take a look back to the known of this new unknown lands before facing forward into the new depths of the unknown. I take a step in and the world around me turns black. I am surrended by blackness. I can feel the pathway beneath my feet, so I continue to walk forwards, deeper into the blackness. With each step I step with faith, with trust, with God. Inwards I go into this balckness. Not needing to know where I am and why I am here. Not needing to work out anything other than just be. I can hear the sounds of my feet as I walk further inwards. The soft echo the goes on forever lets me know how expansive this space of blackness is. And inwards further I go. Walking with God, where he goes.

I sense for the first time, there is someone walking towards me. This is someone who is eager to meet me. I instantly recognise it as a fear that has an interconnection with me to bring to my attention. This person stands before me know, still unseen as we are surrounded by blackness. Who are you? I ask. I am your fear. What is it you would have me know? I ask. You are in danger for meeting with me. Everything you know is irrelevant now. Because you have met with me everything will be different. I can not keep you safe anymore, because you have met with me. What were you protecting me from? I ask. I was protecting you from all of the chaos and devastation. I was protecting you from emotions and having to feel them and face them, because you are dangerous when I do not protect you from your emotions. I was protecting you from truly stepping into your true power as you are not worthy of being powerful. I was protecting you from the world, as they would see you for who you truly are and abandon you. I was protecting you from you. But now I can not, because you have met with me here. Thank you my precious fear, for always doing your best. I honour that courage within you, to always have done your best to serve me. I no longer need your protection fear, and I am so happy to have finally met with you. I love you fear, for you have taught me that I can be safe, with you. I extend my hand in front of me, and fear meets me in the blackness. At the touch of our hands, I feel this fear move into me and a beam of light separates the blackness with a blast filling this world with blinding light before blinking back to blackness. I take in a deep breath filling my belly as much as possible and walk back towards the entryway.

I take a step back into this new world, and it feels different once again. I feel that it is the same world, but I am stepping back into it different. I know that I am stepping back into this new world as whole and complete, into the world that knew me before I it. One with this world.