FRIENDSHIP KAA BREAK-UP

Haveyou ever experienced a break-up in friendship??????

Believe me , it hurts a lot more than a break-up in any relationship.

You try to forget your so-called BFF but this universe don’t let you do so. Either there is someone who will suddenly pop-up asking about your ex-bestie or else you just accidentally open folder of their pictures .  

You try to convince yourself that this break-up in friendship doesn’t matters you, but deep down somewhere you know how badly it hurts you .

Whenever you see their picture you become nostalgic and you are taken back to those moments you both enjoyed and you just wish to stay in those moment forever because they are soothing and relieving than the reality .  

Even though you have blocked their contact after things went wrong between you two and promised yourself that you will never ever see their face again in your whole life …. But when you miss them and you feel alone , you just unblock their contact and re-read their texts . You are so engrossed in those texts that you don’t realize when tears have started rolling down your cheeks. For a moment you wish that they come back and everything will fall back to normal again … YOU WISH!!!!!!!

But then your mind starts overtaking your heart and remind you why you both stopped talking at first place and then suddenly you are back to REALITY …. And you again block their contact (even though you have deleted their contact from your phone , it can never be deleted from your brain ? fun fact)

Not a day goes by that you don’t miss your bestie but somewhere you also know that whatever it is , you have to accept it and move on . 

One day comes when you no longer miss them with that same intensity which you used to do earlier , you no longer want to meet them but you cherish your old memories and time spent with them , you wish all the good things for them , you wish for their happiness…. May be this is the sign that you have become mature enough to not to waste your time on things and people who you can’t control and which are not meant for you . You let go the things which disturbs your peace of mind.  

Life has always been unfair to me when it comes to friendship. I remember, when I got attached to someone , they just used me or played with my feelings and just left me all alone . It have always been difficult for me to come out of this phase . And when I finally come out of this phase … they come back and say that they have realized their mistake but at that time I have already updated my version and I no longer have same feelings for that person . I accept them as I friend but never as a BFF …..!!!!!  

I believe that time has a power to heal everything that happens to you . You just need to sit back and believe in this theory.

So far I have learnt from life that never get too attached to someone, they will leave one day . Learn to be happy with yourself, with your goals , your hobbies … they will never leave you alone . Whatever is meant for you will always be yours no matter what …. And things which are not at all meant for you, no matter how much harder you try will never be yours …!!!!  

P.S : I still love my best friend