Every man that has entered my life has hurt me in some way, emotional, physical, sexually, and mentally. How am I supposed to someone come close again? I am trying to heal from my past mistakes and things that caused me trauma.

Its the most terrifying thing that I can do is to open my heart to a man again. Yet I keep trying to find someone, who can see me for me. I want a man who give me the support that I need, who can handle my emotional side. My emotions go deep that is how I can put my compassion into my words, but when its too much I can .

To trust

To love

To being open

To seeing the truth in their eyes,

with the sound of their voice,

feeling the softness of their touch,

underneath the stars

hearing the sound of our heartbeats.

knowing forever is here.

to dream about a love that’s true.

I guess that’s it for now. I better start my and get some rest tonight. 😀 till next time I post.