There’s a difference in someone wanting to be free of anger and someone who is ready for change. Or ready to let go of anger and yeah I’m that one person. Who isn’t ready for change or to let my anger out in someone ways yes and someone ways No. But im also afraid if I let my anger out I might. Do something I regret cause it’s been bottled up forever and as a child. And I’ve been hiding it for longtime. My depression and my anger that is but don’t get me wrong. Yes im a who told her story. Or someone who wants to tell it. I just told my story that’s the difference. But If and when I’m ready to heal I will but. My journey is gonna be slow no matter what people say to me. I’ve been through so much bullshit in my life as a child and more I’m still trying to understand it and my journey and so much more and before you say I need a doctor here’s the truth they don’t work and never did for. Regular doctors and physicist don’t work on me ive tried it all. And so much more but that doesn’t mean I’m giving up on my life or my journey or my fight for mental health.