Am i
Unworthy of love or unwilling
Am i
Close minded or guarded
Am i
Suffering on purpose
Unresolved trauma
Dishonest with myself
My needs desires unmet
Starving myself from affection
While stuffing myself with hate
Surpressing contact
No face to face
Never skin to skin
I’m silent hiding behind my vibrator
And a world of porn at my fingertips
Living in fear and shame of everything
Addicted to it
Am i Fucked up
Or do i get fucked
Its just a bust