she was loyal,

one of the purest friendships ive experienced these years

an orginality in her essence, easily adaptable

a natural fit for my soul that never had been graced by the beauty of a friend

sometimes only the most worthy could see the perfection of her beauty

I always thought if I could be like her, I would be blessed with an everlasting abundance of   pride

as her whole being I saw as a godshot of an experience

sometimes I felt we had forgotten eachother

sometimes we’d had a confusing sort of friendship

most times it was only in my head,

sometimes we remained as if ghosts to one another

but she was a fearless role model whom I aspired to be like

and she Always saved me from myself, from my undesired anxieties and fear

when I hadn’t even know i was in need of being rescued

she sets us free from my unapproachable inner demons