With a rejuvenated interest in spirituality within the modern digital age, the Law of Attraction has gained global popularity becoming quite the cliché topic. With so much information constantly being circulated around the Law of Attraction, there will inevitably be false prophets preaching misconceptions and flawed methods. And through our own trial and error, we will find ourselves frustrated with our greatest desires ultimately eluding us. But there are lessons to be learned through this process which once understood, will propel us into our destiny.

When I first began my journey down this rabbit hole, I was eager to consume as much information as possible and test out every manifestation method to bring about the change I was desperately seeking. I was able to manifest almost everything I had asked the universe for and even received some witty jokes from my spirit guides along the way.

But as our lives move in cycles, so do our dreams and aspirations. Recalculating our desired destiny brings with it new challenges and lessons to learn along the way. So as I embarked on a new cycle, I was hit with blow after blow from the universe feeling defeated having lost all of my magical manifestation mojo. I felt like the universe was keeping me on the hook, sprinkling in some of my manifestations but ultimately denying my more pressing requests. I’ve since come to learn I was stuck in what Mike Dooley so eloquently refers to as the ‘Bermuda Triangle of Manifestation’.

I believe there is a common thread between my experience and your unique experiences of manifestation elusion. But before we tie the two together, allow me to take you on a journey into my personal Bermuda Triangle to give you better perspective.

Over the past four years, I have developed an international alternative health and wellness brand to share my passion of yoga and spirituality through unique experiences to inspire conscious living. There is no doubt in my mind that I am meant to create change by inspiring and educating others along their journey. But I had a very specific vision as to how I would offer my expertise and services while being laser focused on Ibiza as my only location option. After all, this was the magical island that changed my life in unbelievable ways and later sparked my spiritual awakening journey. My heart and soul will forever be bound to this enchanted land so naturally the universe must be in alignment to support my entrepreneurial business here, right?!

After packing up my entire life into three suitcases and putting my full faith into the universe to deliver, I was officially able to call Ibiza home ❤︎ A dream come true in and of itself!

Legend has it, the ancient mythological gods that still reign over the island test all of those who choose to reside on their sacred utopia. Those who pass the tests of fate will be rewarded with abundance and blessings from the Ibizan gods. Unfortunately many will succumb to the dreadful fate of failure and be promptly exiled.

So needless to say, the island tested me straight away with quite ironic reoccurring events from years prior along with new challenges and set backs. Three months of unfortunate events and not only did I begin to question my sanity but also my dreams and aspirations.

After a business trip to Morocco, I returned to Ibiza with a much needed fresh perspective and outlook and my luck began to turn around. Riding the wave of momentum, I just knew the success I had been asking the universe for was right around the corner and I was ready for it. But as luck would have it, only three weeks into my upswing the world came to a screeching halt and our entire island was locked down with the rest of the world to follow.

Due to my recent twist of luck, I wasn’t stressed over my current economic conditions and was able to enjoy quarantine with beautiful new friends within our community. Friends quickly became yoga clients and I was hopeful for a mildly successful summer season once the world began to turn again.

As the restrictions began to lift, I was excited to launch my yoga classes and events around the island. Local clients were excited and supportive of my events, while international tourists were eager to make it to the island to experience some of my magic. But as more time passed, international travel restrictions quickly killed our tourism and locals were all struggling to survive.

My initial excitement eventually turned to disappointment, frustration and utter defeat. I had broadened my manifestation requests to open up to any type of available work and affordable living situation. Just as soon as I would receive a glimmer of hope through one avenue, it would just as quickly disappear and all hope had been sucked dry by the coronavirus vortex of doom.

Meanwhile, amongst all the chaos, there were others who were miraculously surviving while building and maintaining successful businesses within the health and wellness industry. But I’m doing ALL THE THINGS, so how could this be working for them and not ME?? Is the universe not listening to me anymore? Have I lost my magical touch? And most importantly, how can I be seen as an expert in this field when I can’t even manifest enough business to survive??

Within my whirlwind of defeat, I started questioning my spiritual calling and ultimately became jealous of those who were thriving. My lack of tangible manifestations was starting to alter my mental state. I’m not a jealous person and I love seeing other people thrive with their passions so I knew it was time to reset my mind and reevaluate my goals. Dancing with the universe should be fun and flow effortlessly when you’re living your soul’s purpose. When you experience this kind of resistance, it’s time to reevaluate as the universe is trying to communicate with you that you’ve come off course. My advice – LISTEN.

Now, as far as my soul’s purpose, I can say with 100% certainty that I have reincarnated at this time to help raise the consciousness of humanity through the growing chaos and division. And how can I be so sure that’s my soul’s purpose you may ask. Well this is what I teach through my bespoke spiritual life coaching program where we harness each client’s unique cosmic blueprint to discover their life’s purpose and fulfill their soul’s desires. So how can I make sense of all of this? This IS my soul’s purpose, yet I’m being met with nothing but resistance and clearly being redirected. But redirected towards where?!?! And why??

Let’s start to tie this all together so I can help you understand your own Bermuda Triangle of Manifestation. Our vibrational frequency first and foremost sets the tone for our perceived reality. When you vibrate at the frequency of lack, fear and anger, by the Law of Attraction that is what you will inevitably attract more of into your life. And to the contrary, when you vibrate at the frequency of love and gratitude, that my darling is what you will continue to manifest ❤︎

Sounds really simple and easy but let’s be realistic. Sometimes life just throws you a hell of a lot of shit at once. And even for the most spiritual, zen yogis this takes a toll on us. Being able to recognize when our vibration starts to slip will offer us the first opportunity to reevaluate our current situation and redirect course. For me, I kept asking myself why am I so jealous when I see other successful entrepreneurs living their best life?? I felt like the universe was failing me and that was the success I equally deserved and worked so hard for. Well, jealousy vibrates right alongside fear and anger, ultimately representing lack. Which was my problem, I was lacking the successful business I was devoting my life to. And I can guarantee that your elusive manifestations are triggering spells of jealousy when the same things seem to come so easy to others. And jealousy will never produce our desired reality.

So how do we shift this? There are a few things to keep at the forefront of your mind and should govern the way you move through life if you want to be a magical manifesting wizard. Number one – Everything happens for a reason. Maybe it’s not the right time or perhaps you have a few lessons to learn before you can truly be grateful for the upcoming blessings. And almost always, there is someone you need to meet that can help propel you in the right direction. Number two – ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH. This is what distinguishes true manifesting wizards from those who only believe in the magic when it’s physically tangible.

To devote our faith to the universe, we must first understand chaos theory. Chaos theory is defined as an interdisciplinary theory where random states of disorder and chaotic complex systems are actually governed by underlying patterns, interconnectedness and self-organization which are highly sensitive to initial conditions. The butterfly effect which is an underlying principle of chaos, describes how a small change in one state of a deterministic nonlinear system can result in large differences in a later state.

In the case of my Bermuda Triangle of Manifestation, luckily I was able to maintain my faith in the intricate workings of the universe knowing there was a reason things weren’t working out according to my micromanaged vision. The universe must have time to rearrange applicable people and situations behind the scenes before we can fully understand how our magical manifestations have been divinely delivered. When life seems utterly chaotic with nothing going as we had hoped and planned, the one thing you can know for certain – chaos theory is working in overtime for your desired manifestations. Your random states of disorder and chaos are intricately interconnected and will eventually transform into miraculous manifestations. When this happens, usually serendipitously and overnight, we will finally be able to understand and appreciate all the hardships along the way and see how the chaos was actually divine order all along ✨

And as you may be wondering, my transformation came in unexpected and truly miraculous ways that can only be described as divine gifts from the universe. So my darling, when you find yourself in the dreadful Bermuda Triangle of Manifestation, simply replace jealousy and lack with love, keep the faith, surrender to the process and stay the course. I can promise you it will work out better than you could have ever imagined ❤︎