Adult language ahead! ~ Ed.
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they want lists
they want horoscopes
they want 50-ways-to-make-your-boyfriend-like-yous
they want shit that is easy to read
easy to swallow
like the fake shit they pour into their cups every morning
loaded with artificial sugar shit
I spat out the artificial crap a long time ago
I write from the bathroom floor
in moments that I do not know if I can continue
I write from the arms of my lover
when all I can taste is sweat
from hours of love that would make most of this world shy
I write from the back of a van
as I discover far away places
and chase dreams you were too scared to follow
I write from across the table
of men who aren’t living
at age 40
and are intimidated by my success
I write from a daze of red wine and weed
of sex and salt
of bruised hips from a day spent throwing myself on a board in the ocean
I write about the lover I won’t dare forget
and the love that I have stepped in
for I know all that I am worth
I write shit that triggers people
because we don’t need more easy to swallow watered-down words
we need to be shook
to our very cores
and intimidated by everything that I am
and everything you are not
every ounce of you that is not living
must be rallied to the surface
so you can see
actually see
that it was you, all along
so no
I won’t write a motherfucking list
my art is my art and I will write with the might of the rumble in my belly until the day that the words dry up
fuck you and your clickbait
I’ll give only truth.
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Author: Annabelle Blythe
Image: @annabelleblythe/Instagram
Editor: Callie Rushton
Copy Editor: Danielle Beutell
Social Editor: Waylon Lewis
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