When you are the Survivor of Suicide……

Buckle up because these are the holy grail of your healing journey.

Unbelievable, surreal, game changer, permanent life changer, time stands still, no more full breaths, avoid, blame, shock, reality, unexpected, struggling, hole, pain, hell, grief, anguish, unimaginable, upside down, ricocheting emotions, anger, guilt, sadness, shame, incomprehensible, real, nothing, numbness, rage, final, suicidal thoughts, overwhelming, traumatized, no goodbye, horror, outrage, shame, fear, misery, why, heartache, advocate, mental health, normalcy, reconfigure, accept, forgiveness, no more fight, resistance, broken, empty, open, altered, changed, different, breathe a little deeper, expansive understanding, bigger and inclusive love, not for the faint, takes guts, will of steel, labyrinthine emotions, psychic pulls of life & death.

I’m not a survivor.  I’m a goddamn warrior.  So don’t you dAre judge me on how I chose to survive thAt! My boy brat, forever 25, will forever be loved.

Did I mention RaGe?