You listened when no one else did, you showed me what I never knew what I wanted. I am grateful for the experience I had with you, even though it was short and the distance between was like oceans. Not all of it was good, I felt you pull away from me and every inch hurt me. I didn’t understand why you didn’t want to be with me. Until I saw it in a different perspective, I still don’t understand what happened between us, but I do understand that it wasn’t about me.

Even when we were just friends, I knew I can talk about anything with you. There was so many boundaries between us, that interfered in our relationship. I had let the fears that I had control the way I reacted, in the communication and with letting in you in. I did learn from the mistakes that was done in this relationship. I wish I still had a future with you, but you walked away so I will let you go.

How I wish I didn’t have to let you go, but I guess we need to heal from our own childhood and past relationship issues before going into a healthy relationship. I want a healthy relationship, I want the equal give and take, I want the unconditional love, I want to build our dreams together. I want that support as a partner.

Dreaming of you

My dreams are endless

I feel you still in my heart,

I wish I didn’t have to let you go,

I wish you can come with me,

To the destination of my hopes,

To fulfilling my path in life,

To wishing upon a shooting star in the night sky,

As the wind blows through the clouds,

My feet touching the earth,

Breathing in the fresh air around me,

Patiently waiting

Opening up my heart,

To what is next,

Going towards my dreams.

Written by Tia Archibald