RESPOND NOT REACT

You know I really don’t know what to say.

I have so much to get off my mind, and share with you, but I don’t know if this will even arrive too you…

I want you to know I have changed and I am not apologizing for that. For it has opened gateways I never knew I could fulfill.

We have been through so much in such little time. ♥ It breaks my heart and soul that you are not apart of my life anymore. Truly. But, I guess this is what it feels like to lose ANOTHER BEST FRIEND. I LOVED/LOVE YOU.

I WAS TOLD friends; uplift, inspire, brighten, HOLD DOWN, RESPECT, LOVE, SHARE, CARE, COMFORT, for one another.., AND WE DID.

For the most part.

WE FAILED EACH OTHER AND THERE IS NO BLAME GAME OR POINTING FINGERS HERE BECAUSE THAT IS CHILD’S PLAY.

Dear Charlotte,

My mental stability and physical being is too important to me to let it slip under the grasp of reality. I need support, friends and family who can help me stay away from the demons of this world. You stay safe and take care of my Savior!

~MARLENA WILKE